miles away

it was last year, month of April when i accidentally knew him online.. a guy from a different part of the world; handsome, jaw dropping smile..but it wasn't his looks that caught my heart but it was his daughter's baby pictures... at first i was kinda surprise when i've found out that an early age he already have a baby but for the first time i saw them online, they both melted my heart.... aaw so cute to see them both smiling at me! =)

....by that, i see some sense of responsibility he already been facing at an early age..good thing he loves his baby so much!

our relationship grown deeper from friendship into something special, every night we were chatting and sometimes been sending each other some messages on our phones: JAG ÄLSKAR DIG, MAHAL KITA! <3  ... everything was so perfect! he loves me, i love him! but the sad thing is the DISTANCE!

5739.65 miles away from Philippines =(

i hate the distance!!... i can't see him everyday, i cant hold his hands and can't be with him and his daughter.. fate sometimes can be so playful!

but i do believe our relationship will workout..
i still believe in the power of love (wow!!).. i spent sleepless nights talking to him, buying time just to see his smile.. he completes my day!
i've fallen even more inlove with him.. =)

we argue sometimes but that won't stop the love! but distance plays the biggest role in the relationship..it's always been an issue.. =(

until in the month of November 2011 he decided to stop everything..he told me he was so uncertain..he was confused.. i don't understand why he said those things when i knew he loves me..then he explained everything..so i got it! that's it, end of the fairytale!! my heart was totally broken at that moment! THIS LONG DISTANCE IS REALLY KILLING ME!!

well, from being lovers back from being friends again.. he always say we'll never know what will happen in the future! he was right, the distance is the problem, but who knows in the future? maybe it will be me and him.. will still enjoy each other as friends... he can hang out with so many girls he likes and i can have so many boys as much as i want to =p it's not that hard to be friends with the one u love and it's the easiest way to have them around.. of course, there is some little changes because he can't tell me anymore the sweet words that i wanna hear, but at least i still have him!! =))

LOOKING ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE! =))